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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>I am a man, a mouse, a player, a loner, a genius, a layman, a student, a teacher, a gifted musician, a talentless hack, a leader, a follower, a beloved friend, a hated enemy, a civil servant, a treasonous defector, an honest angel, a cunning demon, a hero, a villain, a cause, an effect, an open book, and an enigma. I. Am. Alive.</description><title>An Introspection</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @andrewdeeuph)</generator><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7faeea0ba11f0f4a886b192155aac63e/tumblr_mmoi6mTHSC1spzwwao1_250.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/946a5d161768a1db7e631b7104314ae4/tumblr_mmoi6mTHSC1spzwwao2_250.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/dafa47661b586dcde14aeec72e44109a/tumblr_mmoi6mTHSC1spzwwao3_250.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ee71ca0ba873e91c473ae223450b45f2/tumblr_mmoi6mTHSC1spzwwao4_250.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50747951269</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50747951269</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 14:56:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>REBLOG IF ITS OKAY IF I PUT SOMETHING FUCKING WEIRD AS FUCK IN YOUR INBOX</title><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50744334011</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50744334011</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 14:04:59 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>I was whisking eggs with my right hand, then I had to use my...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d052d53e089bfd9491f971c6aad71f7d/tumblr_mn0a6uGwgC1rp5hjbo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d667306ed7d5b47eb06162ab9fbae480/tumblr_mn0a6uGwgC1rp5hjbo2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I was whisking eggs with my right hand, then I had to use my phone so I switched to my left hand and this happened.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50744277399</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50744277399</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 14:04:05 -0400</pubDate><category>DCI</category><category>Drums</category><category>Snare</category><category>Cooking</category><category>What is life</category></item><item><title>distraction:


icy-brunette:


twodigits:


z-deschanel:


iangar...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_llfsiiioez1qjsa76o1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://b4tman.com/post/38908968520/icy-brunette-twodigits-z-deschanel"&gt;distraction&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://icy-brunette.tumblr.com/post/38750614451"&gt;icy-brunette&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://twodigits.tumblr.com/post/5639358748/z-deschanel-iangarner-walt-disney-movie"&gt;twodigits&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://z-deschanel.tumblr.com/post/4953040089"&gt;z-deschanel&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://iangarner.tumblr.com/post/4869173741"&gt;iangarner&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Walt Disney Movie Collection 1937-2008 Single Link &lt;br/&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;a href="http://bit.ly/Zzvw7r"&gt;1937 - Snow White and the Seven Dwarves&lt;br/&gt;1940 - Fantasia&lt;br/&gt;1940 - Pinocchio &lt;br/&gt;1941 - Dumbo&lt;br/&gt;1941 - The Reluctant Dragon&lt;br/&gt;1942 - Bambi &lt;br/&gt;1942 - Saludos Amigos &lt;br/&gt;1943 - Victory Through Air Power &lt;br/&gt;1945 - The Three Caballeros &lt;br/&gt;1946 - Make Mine Music &lt;br/&gt;1946 - Song of the South&lt;br/&gt;1947 - Fun and Fancy Free&lt;br/&gt;1948 - Melody Time&lt;br/&gt;1949 - The Adventures Of Ichabod and Mr. Toad&lt;br/&gt;1950 - Cinderella &lt;br/&gt;1951 - Alice in Wonderland &lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;1953 - Peter Pan &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;1954 - 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea &lt;br/&gt;1955 - Lady and the Tramp &lt;br/&gt;1957 - Old Yeller &lt;br/&gt;1959 - Darby O’Gill and the Little People &lt;br/&gt;1959 - Sleeping Beauty &lt;br/&gt;1960 - Swiss Family Robinson &lt;br/&gt;1961 - 101 Dalmatians &lt;br/&gt;1963 - The Sword in the Stone &lt;br/&gt;1964 - Mary Poppins &lt;br/&gt;1965 - That Darn Cat &lt;br/&gt;1967 - The Jungle Book&lt;br/&gt;1968 - The Love Bug &lt;br/&gt;1970 - The Aristocats &lt;br/&gt;1971 - Bedknobs and Broomsticks &lt;br/&gt;1971 - The Million Dollar Duck &lt;br/&gt;1973 - Robin Hood&lt;br/&gt;1974 - Herbie Rides Again &lt;br/&gt;1977 - Pete’s Dragon &lt;br/&gt;1977 - The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh&lt;br/&gt;1977 - The Rescuers&lt;br/&gt;1981 - The Fox and the Hound&lt;br/&gt;1982 - A Disney Christmas Gift &lt;br/&gt;1985 - The Black Cauldron&lt;br/&gt;1986 - The Great Mouse Detective &lt;br/&gt;1988 - Oliver &amp; Company &lt;br/&gt;1988 - Who Framed Roger Rabbit &lt;br/&gt;1989 - The Little Mermaid &lt;br/&gt;1990 - Ducktales The Movie - Treasure of the Lost Lamp &lt;br/&gt;1990 - The Rescuers Down Under &lt;br/&gt;1991 - Beauty and the Beast&lt;br/&gt;1993 - The Nightmare Before Christmas&lt;br/&gt;1994 - Aladdin -The Return of Jafar &lt;br/&gt;1994 - Aladdin&lt;br/&gt;1994 - The Lion King &lt;br/&gt;1995 - A Goofy Movie&lt;br/&gt;1995 - Pocahontas &lt;br/&gt;1995 - Toy Story&lt;br/&gt;1996 - Aladdin and the King of Thieves &lt;br/&gt;1996 - James and the Giant Peach &lt;br/&gt;1996 - The Hunchback of Notre Dame &lt;br/&gt;1997 - Beauty and the Beast - The Enchanted Christmas&lt;br/&gt;1997 - Hercules &lt;br/&gt;1997 - Winnie The Pooh’s Most Grand Adventure &lt;br/&gt;1998 - A Bug’s Life&lt;br/&gt;1998 - Belle’s Magical World&lt;br/&gt;1998 - Mulan&lt;br/&gt;1998 - Pocahontas II - Journey to a New World&lt;br/&gt;1998 - The Lion King 2 - Simba’s Pride&lt;br/&gt;1999 - Mickey’s Once Upon A Christmas&lt;br/&gt;1999 - Tarzan &lt;br/&gt;1999 - Toy Story 2&lt;br/&gt;1999 - Winnie The Pooh-Seasons of Giving&lt;br/&gt;2000 - An Extremely Goofy Movie &lt;br/&gt;2000 - Buzz Lightyear Of Star Command, The Adventure Begins&lt;br/&gt;2000 - Dinosaur &lt;br/&gt;2000 - Fantasia 2000&lt;br/&gt;2000 - The Emperor’s New Groove&lt;br/&gt;2000 - The Little Mermaid 2-Return to the Sea &lt;br/&gt;2000 - The Tigger Movie&lt;br/&gt;2001 - Atlantis The Lost Empire&lt;br/&gt;2001 - Lady And The Tramp II - Scamp’s Adventure&lt;br/&gt;2001 - Mickey’s Magical Christmas-Snowed In at the House of Mouse &lt;br/&gt;2001 - Monsters, Inc. &lt;br/&gt;2002 - Cinderella II - Dreams Come True&lt;br/&gt;2002 - Lilo And Stitch &lt;br/&gt;2002 - Mickey’s House of Mouse - The Villains&lt;br/&gt;2002 - Return to Never Land&lt;br/&gt;2002 - Tarzan &amp; Jane&lt;br/&gt;2002 - The Hunchback of Notre Dame II&lt;br/&gt;2002 - Treasure Planet&lt;br/&gt;2002 - Winnie the Pooh-A Very Merry Pooh Year &lt;br/&gt;2003 - 101 Dalmatians 2 - Patch’s London Adventure &lt;br/&gt;2003 - Atlantis 2 Milo’s Return &lt;br/&gt;2003 - Brother Bear &lt;br/&gt;2003 - Finding Nemo &lt;br/&gt;2003 - Kim Possible - A Stitch In Time&lt;br/&gt;2003 - Piglet’s Big Movie &lt;br/&gt;2003 - Stitch! The Movie &lt;br/&gt;2003 - The Jungle Book 2 &lt;br/&gt;2004 - Home On The Range&lt;br/&gt;2004 - Kim Possible - The Villain Files &lt;br/&gt;2004 - Mickey Donald Goofy-The Three Musketeers &lt;br/&gt;2004 - Mickeys Twice Upon a Christmas &lt;br/&gt;2004 - The Incredibles &lt;br/&gt;2004 - The Lion King 1-1.5 - Hakuna Matata&lt;br/&gt;2004 - Winnie the Pooh - Springtime With Roo&lt;br/&gt;2005 - Chicken Little&lt;br/&gt;2005 - Disney’s Christmas Favourites&lt;br/&gt;2005 - Kim Possible - So The Drama&lt;br/&gt;2005 - Kronk’s New Groove&lt;br/&gt;2005 - Lilo and Stitch 2 - Stitch has a Glitch &lt;br/&gt;2005 - Pooh’s Heffalump Movie &lt;br/&gt;2005 - Tarzan II &lt;br/&gt;2006 - Bambi II &lt;br/&gt;2006 - Brother Bear 2 &lt;br/&gt;2006 - Cars &lt;br/&gt;2006 - Leroy &amp; Stitch&lt;br/&gt;2006 - The Fox and the Hound 2 &lt;br/&gt;2007 - Cinderella III - A Twist in Time&lt;br/&gt;2007 - Disney Princess Enchanted Tales - Follow Your Dreams&lt;br/&gt;2007 - Enchanted &lt;br/&gt;2007 - Meet The Robinsons &lt;br/&gt;2008 - Bolt &lt;br/&gt;2008 - The Little Mermaid - Ariel’s Beginning &lt;br/&gt;2008 - Tinker Bell &lt;br/&gt;2008 - Wall-E &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/small&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;did i just die and go to heaven?&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;for anon.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;im sure ill need this sooner or later&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;all my favorite old movies! hopefully they’ll get 2009-2012 soon :’)&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;brings back memories :)&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50737989165</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50737989165</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 12:34:53 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>spiritoftampa:

I LOVED THEM SO MUCH</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/754290bfb498a08e09694e23ebc62a03/tumblr_mk4yjyGBYg1qhpmvmo2_250.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2fcdb4759c34c463de26a27c55ed1751/tumblr_mk4yjyGBYg1qhpmvmo3_250.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/eec47b5a04394e8db53286f086c9e3da/tumblr_mk4yjyGBYg1qhpmvmo4_250.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8faba10d17bd5d2782bb3d2c4ae6a4e9/tumblr_mk4yjyGBYg1qhpmvmo1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/953963d708287b9cb1f9293469eb4dd5/tumblr_mk4yjyGBYg1qhpmvmo5_250.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e0bbe4016df0426147c431102abddea5/tumblr_mk4yjyGBYg1qhpmvmo6_250.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/083b8ee1ef1f82a5d374edf57dcbe9f8/tumblr_mk4yjyGBYg1qhpmvmo7_250.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://spiritoftampa.tumblr.com/post/50733743180/i-loved-them-so-much" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;spiritoftampa&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;I LOVED THEM SO MUCH&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50734991317</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50734991317</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 11:51:13 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3e41ef48ae6dae7e2b73de36a00bb6be/tumblr_mmzapt8hza1r621gdo4_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0a56a6e2240538219c9b91ade1722024/tumblr_mmzapt8hza1r621gdo3_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ffd86abc19cf7b0d08393a5a333f0d56/tumblr_mmzapt8hza1r621gdo2_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/f8e9a23e830ea04ed2ff30e3174ec9ba/tumblr_mmzapt8hza1r621gdo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50709774076</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50709774076</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 01:42:39 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/cfb376b5c62359809538f2b49293bb8c/tumblr_mmy7nadJAk1qzrlhgo1_r1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9aa72bae22d89cb18bbd1099d35b8c3c/tumblr_mmy7nadJAk1qzrlhgo2_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a51c63f2f0c9d78447093196d7162450/tumblr_mmy7nadJAk1qzrlhgo3_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50708150010</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50708150010</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 01:10:22 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Reblog this if you like Supernatural. No questions, just do. It'll make sense later.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fallenfromthetardis.tumblr.com/post/50634661445/reblog-this-if-you-like-supernatural-no-questions"&gt;fallenfromthetardis&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lordzantrifreya.tumblr.com/post/50613705477/reblog-this-if-you-like-supernatural-no-questions"&gt;lordzantrifreya&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;how could one not reblog this?&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;I hope this is as fruitful as the Harry Potter one.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50708122469</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50708122469</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 01:09:51 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>imperfectfiction:

135/365 Silver Age Rangefinders by Yugus on...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f31cc368873e4ef57dd717ecf659008c/tumblr_mmvo3orVDD1r4f71vo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://imperfectfiction.tumblr.com/post/50562022522/135-365-silver-age-rangefinders-by-yugus-on" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;imperfectfiction&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/yugus/8743388378/" title="135/365 Silver Age Rangefinders"&gt;135/365 Silver Age Rangefinders&lt;/a&gt; by &lt;a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/yugus/"&gt;Yugus&lt;/a&gt; on Flickr.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50707021379</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50707021379</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 00:49:59 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>You know it&amp;#8217;s time to go to bed when the update number actually reflects the number of posts...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;You know it&amp;#8217;s time to go to bed when the update number actually reflects the number of posts being added to your dash.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50706765939</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50706765939</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 00:45:32 -0400</pubDate><category>tumblr</category><category>dashboard</category></item><item><title>Ah, Florida. Haha I see. Is there a high or middle school near by? You could private lesson teach and help THEM with auditions, which in the long run would help you</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Yea, the high school I went to. I’m pretty sure I’m going to be asked to teach band camp stuff over the summer. I’ve thought about giving private lessons, but I don’t know yet. I’ll be moving in the fall, so probably not. Thanks for the suggestions.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50706091100</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50706091100</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 00:34:15 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Just mostly take a step back and look at how far you really have come. You're a musician (I am too) and just because you didn't make an audition doesn't mean you won't make any in the future. That's the beauty of band, there's always another opportunity! I think you should look at all the needless band activities you're doing, clear out any crap, and then sign up for another auditionable music program somehow and then become super involved. But that's just me</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I’ve already been accepted for fall at FSU, in the education program. I’ll be auditioning for the College of Music again as soon as I can.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50705622939</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50705622939</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 00:26:56 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"Life is a highway". You've just got to now decide exactly which highway you want to get on. Consider taking the turnaround and following the road on the other side?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I’m surprised someone even read my text post. Usually they just get ignored.  Which road do you mean? Which road would you get on?&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50705178199</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50705178199</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 00:19:49 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Listening to sad folk music.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Because I jut feel like my life is careening down a road in a car that I am not driving. Ever since I failed to pass my auditions I just feel like everything in my life is wrong. Every day when I drive down the road I look at the window and I feel the wind on my face, but what I see feels wrong. I feel like I should be driving down two lane roads, in the middle of America, going nowhere and being everywhere. I wish I was somewhere different every day. I wish there was music playing from nowhere, a constant soundtrack to a life that I&amp;#8217;m not living. It&amp;#8217;s like the music is playing but I&amp;#8217;m not in taking my role. I want to drive down an ocean-side road and look out to the sea. I feel like every day I work towards my future I just tie one more knot in the binding of my life. Sometimes I wish my life was just a montage of one big road trip. I feel like I imagine things in a way that they could never be. I don&amp;#8217;t know.  My facade is three-fold. On the outside is the person I am perceived to be. I wouldn&amp;#8217;t be so arrogant as to describe that. Only you, those who perceive me, can truly do that.  I guess if I had to it would be that I&amp;#8217;m care-free. On the outside I think people see me as weightless, like nothing matters to me. Maybe that&amp;#8217;s true. I don&amp;#8217;t know yet. Below the shell, the meat of me, is the cold, analytic computer. It thinks, therefor it is. I judge, I compute. I solve problems. I evaluate a situation, and I react.  Fortunately I am &amp;#8220;adjusted&amp;#8221; enough to translate that reaction to the shell, so it can be made into something personable. The computer does not care. It has it&amp;#8217;s needs of course. It has an id. It has an ego too, and I suppose the computer is what pushes me, pushes me to perform. It&amp;#8217;s what makes me do normal things, like go to school and do homework and so forth. It is the dominant factor I think.  But there is more beneath that. Some inner force.  Something, well, primal is not the world. It feels old, but not ancient. It is the wanderlust. If I could have been a cowboy, I think that would have been interesting. I am usually the last person to romanticize the past, there have always been bad things, in every part of history. But the feeling of independence allures me. Nothing but a horse, and a gun. A rifleman.  A gunslinger. Whatever you want to call it. I feel like that&amp;#8217;s what&amp;#8217;s inside. The computer locks it down mostly. I do have odd compulsions though. Almost hourly I imagine working a bolt action rifle. I can feel the bolt handle in the meat of my hand, the stock on my shoulder. Every day I want to get in my car and just drive somewhere. Inside I know I want to drive far away, as far as I can get. But the computer knows better otherwise.  I just go about my life, doing what I &lt;em&gt;should &lt;/em&gt;do. What I am supposed to do. The wanderlust calls and I do not  answer. I fantasize sometimes about what would happen if I did answer. Unfortunately, I am probably not hard enough to handle it. I guess I&amp;#8217;ll probably never know. The wanderlust calls and I do not answer. I know that if I answer, I can never go back. I know that if I answer, there is only my horse and my gun. Is that what scares me? I do not know.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It calls and I do not answer.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50704321029</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50704321029</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 00:06:36 -0400</pubDate><category>wanderlust</category><category>music</category><category>personal</category><category>fear</category><category>Andrew writes a text post</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6d850f76da11270683e999412a87d85b/tumblr_mm17klUvT51s96knno1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50702360782</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50702360782</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 23:37:26 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/89b0c09bc661aeff63473b88334b0f50/tumblr_mgnwdlRGeZ1rr56cmo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50700127533</link><guid>http://andrewdeeuph.tumblr.com/post/50700127533</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 23:05:55 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>So, since it's Fetish Friday</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://nsfweezy.tumblr.com/post/50663978268/so-since-its-fetish-friday"&gt;nsfweezy&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;div class="post_title"&gt;Send me a fetish and I’ll answer&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;No | Maybe | I guess | I’d try it | Hell yes | YES GOOD | GOD DAMNIT FUCK ME NOW | &lt;/p&gt;
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